Soooo things have TOTALLY changed for me now that I'm halfway through my Disney College Program experience. I'll just spark note whats going on, cause I have sooo much work to do haha
First and foremost, my old boyfriend snapped and went crazy after HE broke up with me, soooooo we are not together. He got super mad at me for adopting a dog, and then getting more and mroe frustrated. He broke up with one night after coming home for being too busy and my ED (stupidest reason ever). I went a couple days later to get my dog (that another housemate of his was watching not him) and left a painting of us we got in NY with a note (he didnt want to talk and i didnt want it anymore). I did not blame him for anything but addressed my feelings that I didnt get to say, like he treated me badly, didnt take me on a date, borrowed money and never gave it back...idk...He flipped out. Demanded I drive back and he yelled at me on his front lawn at 2am about how I am a shit person and all the time together we had was horrible. Literally two days before he broke up with me he told me how much he loved me.
After that, I took him off my cartoon show. He blew up again; left harassing emails, threats, texts it was horrible. I have it all saved as evidence, cause I almost got a restraining order, but ya. People are crazy and emotional abusive so I'm glad that done.
The note on my dog, I had to give him to another family recently because he needed more space to run. We also were on two totallyyyy different schedules, we would sleep when I was at work, Id get home form a night shift and be exhausted and he would want to play. He is in good hands and now I have my childhood cat in my apartment. SO thats rad.
Cosplay has been going rad. Pulled off a greatttt Janna at WonderCon 2015 this year. I met some really cool people, finally had the con experience I wanted and partied at night too. There I met my new boyfriend, Crosby, who is a flippin saint. I have never met someone so kind, funny, nerdy, hot and cool, its like the person I was looking for. I know things are moving fast but its a connection I cant pass up and we both had a similar ex experience and know where we are emotionally. Its so refreshing. He is the nicest person I have ever dated and treats me like a princess and I just....oh my god he is sooo wonderful and I just wanna coast and see how things go. He has made my recovery SO much better and really really calms me down.
In other news, the Disney College Program...is...well a thing. Not gonna lie, i am very very very very excited for it to be over. The hours are shit and exhausting (the 60th hasnt even started D
If I had known I wasnt gonna have a regular schedule and never get weekend so to see my friends, probably wouldn't have done it. I had to move out of the Disney apartments for health reasons, but i love my new studio. Everything is all set up for USC in the fall and I can't waaaait to be back there. But I love having Disney on my resume and I've met some really cool people! Plus its given me tons of time to work on my Cartoon show and do comissioned art!
I'll post later about my cartoon show. But ya that's about exactly how its going~ Whats new with you guys?